i had a dream July 5, 2009

i had a dream that everything in my life was perfect, then i woke up and everything was wrong.
i love ugly red velvet dresses like i am currently wearing, everyone wishes they had one, woo dance grad today hell keen love it they better not drop me though! ahhh.

lost for words. July 3, 2009

i miss my bestfriend, get better soon. 😦

when do you really feel happiness? July 1, 2009

at what point of life do you really reach pure happiness? i am sick of the up’s and down’s in life, one day i feel like nothing in this world could ever bring me down and the next i just want to keep to myself and not talk to anyone. i hate this but what i hate even more is depression.. it effects soo many people in the world and a few of those people happen to be my friends. i understand where it all comes from because i went through a stage of it in my life, i just want to be able to help them but the fact is no one can help you. you have to help yourself first. so i’ve learnt to think twice before i judge because you never know whats going on under the surface.