Archive for November, 2009

mixed emotions.
November 30, 2009


 thats what i feel like at the moment.
i am so confused. why do i feel this. meh.

and i will see you again.
November 28, 2009

i’m speechless.
when i thought you were gone forever.
you seem to just re appear in my life.
what you did lastnight, means the world to me.
just to know that your sorry, makes me forgive you a little.
it might take a little while, or forever.
but one day. i would like to see you in my life again. because you were my everything.

so lastnight was the leavers dinner.
it was so lovely just to see the majority of year ten together for the very last time.
you realise how much of an impact everyone really had on your life, it doesn’t matter how little or how much you know someone everyones important.
i’ll miss them.

hears to new beginnings.
November 25, 2009


This is toast at the very best.


November 20, 2009

are offically over.
its the end of the year nearly!
i can finally focus on the important things in life.
-reading a book again, haven’t had the time.
-catching up with old friends.
-swimming, beaching.
mm, sounds lovely to me.

i hate hope.
November 16, 2009

when god made that box with all the emotions in there and the bad ones escaped into the world.

why couldn’t hope hop back in the box.

i hate it.

i hate it how you always get you hopes up for something good, and then it just comes crashing down and hurts even more.

i hate it when your sad and people say “i hope your okay” why is hope chucked in there it doesn’t even make sense.

to hope is to expect and wish.

hope is barely there ever. hope is that tiny ounce of life that is only seen in people that really believe.

therefore i will never catch a glimpse.

so what if i hurt you?
November 14, 2009

no one knows the meaning of love anymore.
it’s bullshit.

what a lovely day, running through the sprinklers when home alone.
wow. what a life i have.

November 11, 2009

since the start of recess today.
i have had a slightly disturbing obsession with knitting.
it’s so weird. i swear i have knitted half a scarf.
instead i should be studying for my exams maybe?
i’m scared of them, why are the necessary.

i want to download new music, but i can’t i have the most gigantic list.
but no. stupid internet.

shoot all the bluejays you want if you can hit them but remember it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.
To Kill A Mocking Bird.
i actually don’t mind this book, the lanuage is different, but i love it.
i also like the black and white film on it. black and white film. wow. it’s incrideble really.
how little things like that have grown.
from black and white film now to 4d coloured film.
i always think about the future and what will be changed when we are gone.
what sort of music and clothing will be “in”
will there still be animals around?
or any such nature?
will humans still be living on earth?
will there still be humans?
will tasmania be over populated by the over growing world?
I wish i knew the answers, i really do.

say my name, say my name.
November 9, 2009

i am excited.
for the happiness of my bestfriend tomorrow, on her birthday.
and for the arrival home of my brother!
i have missed him.

i love the feeling :
of being healthy.
when you know that you’ve done something to benefit yourself.
having people around you that love you.
when you know you’ve done something really well.
you’ve achieved something near impossible.
peace surrounding you.
being noticed.
warmth, inside and out.
when your totally relaxed.
nothing is bothering you.
when you finally realise you don’t need someone in your life.
you’ve helped do something that means alot to you
learnt something new.

don’t stop believing.
November 8, 2009

you know when summer is coming, when you begin to see dirty flies.
the weather these days, is just amazing. loving it.

lastnight was awesome.
so much happiness.

lucy saltmarsh.
November 6, 2009

no one makes me feel more comfortable being myself then you.

i love our summers together, i love our talks together.

today we made a new friend.

it was fun, we’ve got “proof”

hahaha. thankyou for our friendship.

this may only be a small write up, but you know how much you mean to me hopefully.

and how happy you make me.