Archive for February, 2010

Protected: it’s all over.
February 28, 2010

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but for one crowded hour, you’d be the only one in the room.
February 28, 2010

spinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
i like talking to you.
you mean alot.
it’s good to have someone to talk to.
someone i trust.
someone who actually doesn’t lie to me.
“your in mine”
i think you know who you are.
if you don’t i am going to slap you.
your something special. don’t ever doubt yourself please.
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this is my mood of today.

 poor BB getting dragged into my crazy moods.

over and outttttttttttttttttt.

tonight i’m falling and i can’t get up i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
February 27, 2010

okay so i’m great.
but i just felt like reciting that song.
i haven’t listened to it in ages.

it’s amazing how i can remember all the words to that song.
but i can’t remember half the things i’m taught at school.

memory is a funny thing.

i wish i could take in everything i wanted to.
and elimate the useless things.

like the painful memories.
and the heart breaks.
and remember the look in your eyes.
the way you smelt.
things like that of which you try to think of every second of the day.
things that you think about too much and just disappear.
things that you would give anything for them to come back.

it’s a saturday.
i like Saturday’s.
for no reason. just like them.
it’s¬† hot in bed.
the fan on this laptop is burning into my leg i swear i am about to melt.
i love BB benny.
he is in my arms comforting me 24/7.
we didn’t have our “date” tonight.
i think you might have forgot.
but thats alright because your busy.
and your good to me all the time, your my bestfriend.
woo feel special. cause it’s such an awesome thing to be my bestfriend.

i love:
HannahKate, ChloeJen, TeganMarie, LucyElizabeth, KiiraAnne, SarahRose, BryonyElise, RenaeMaree, IndeaAlice, GraceElizabeth, RachelLee.

everyone has such pretty names.

why does mine have to be EllieFrances hahaha.
sympathy?

Protected: i said i’m sorry for pushing you away.
February 27, 2010

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shuffle.
February 25, 2010

i wish i could put my life on shuffle.
so that everyday i was doing something new and different.
tonight i’ve been extremly smiley.
like heaps.
which is fantasticccccccccccccccccccccccccccc.
i like extending things like that, it’s a habbit now.

i found this website.
called wordboner.com
sounds wrong i know, but it actually has cool little quotes on t-shirts and stuff.
i am  thinking about buying one.
and also finally thinking about getting my well deserved polaroid camera
woohooo!
i’ve been ebaying alot lately.
as well as doing my online driving test.
and i am finally PASSING!
so i’m secretly going to go for them soon.
welllll i am fair tired.

over and out babies. x x

Friendship.
February 23, 2010

I’m sorry chlo.
I get caught up in people.
You would have realised this by now.
I get distracted on the unimportant.
And then i forget about the important.
Your my everything.
Since grade eight you’ve had that role.
You’ve never let me down, ever.
But sometimes i lose track of that?
Why? because i’m scared to lose you, and everything about you.
Never ever forget what you mean to me best friend.
Because what we have is something special.
We don’t thrive off gossip, sleepovers or giving.
We have everything already.
And thats each other.
Untill the day you’ve had enough of me .
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February 22, 2010

today in ministry we watched this powerfull skit:
it’s moved me.

read this then.
February 21, 2010

i tried to do something nice for you.  why do i bother.  
you upset me,.

your stepping on my toes.
February 21, 2010

I don’t think i have ever swam so much.
First day back and this is what we had to do.
6 x 50m freestyle.
100m free.
6 x 50m backstroke.
100m free.
6 x 50m freestyle.
3 x 100 breast stroke.

ARE THEY TRYING TO KILL ME.
But i’m glad i went i like being in the pool.
It reminds me of my really skinny days.
Heres a capture the moment picture:

So today i heard you sing.
And you said your not going to read this.
But i know you will.
Your fantastic that little bit that i managed to hear.
I wish you would realise your talents.
And your beauty cause you really could go so so far with your life.
Never cut for second best.
Your the most amazing person i’ve met.
I couldn’t have a better “friend”.

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Alice in Wonderland.
February 19, 2010

Sometimes I feel like alice
In a wonderland chasing rabits
Cheshire cats and mad hatters
A better world well it don’t really matter

Well day breaks and life is as dark as the room
The air is laced with sweet perfume
What is it about morning light
That makes everything feel alright

Alright

Well it feels like I have just woke up
In a world where down is up
And up is a long way from here
In the big wheels where they keep on turning
They don’t slow down they just keep on learning

Well my name’s not Alice but I know how she felt
When her world started turning into something else..