Archive for May, 2010

Heart in a headlock.
May 31, 2010

“People aren’t honest about the horrors of fame. The downsides are so overwhelming that, for me, there is no payoff. I’m a 34-year-old woman living a 10-year-old’s dream.”

My next purchase ^^
Sad to hear she is quitting the music industry.
She’s my favourite singer. Life will not be the same without you Sia.

Time OUT.
May 31, 2010

Things happened today, that made me realise.
I’m going no where in life.
I take nothing seriously, and live by this motto that everything will just come to me.
But the truth is, i need to work for my dreams, nothing you ever want is easy.
I was watching this show today called 1o Things I Hate About You.
And there was this girl Bianca and she had a dream book.
In this dream book were minor goals that eventually bought her to her dream.
It really got me thinking and the truth is, i don’t have a dream.
I have things i’d like to do.
Like if i was really dreaming here, i’d love to be a writer.
I know i’m not good enough for that.
But I’d really love to be a counselor you know.
People say to me:
“Why would you want to do that? All you would be doing everyday would be listening to other peoples problems.”
I couldn’t think of anything better, wow how pathetic does that sound.
To listen, to actually listen to someone, to let them know that i’m there thats what i want to do.
That’s what i want to be passionate about.
At the moment though, i’m getting no where.
I’m getting caught up in the luxury’s of life and forgetting a lot of whats important.
I’m in year eleven now, the important year, and all i do is procrastinate and find ways in which to dodge work.
I can’t do that anymore, i just can’t.
And thats also where i need some people to understand.
I can’t do everything, i can’t be everywhere at once.
Managing my time is hard i have difficulties saying no to things.
But i have to, as much as i would love to do everything with all of my lovely, gorgeous friends.
So to the people i am somewhat tinily hurting, i am sorry please understand.

May 30, 2010

Sometimes i don’t think i am all there in the head.
This morning, i was running around looking for the milo singing this song.
Instead of Shadow insert milo haha.

You see i eat the milo out of the tin he he. Rebel.
I’ve come to the conclusion that Mum’s either hid the milo from me, or someone else has eaten it all.
I was quite saddened at this discovery.

Least i forget.
May 30, 2010

“first love, that love, only love, it’s only love.”
Happy two months.

We accept the love we think we deserve.
May 30, 2010

Thought of the day: Why do songs remind me of people?
Here a few songs off the top of my head that always bring my thoughts back to people?

Miley Cyrus- Party in the USA.
Natasha Bedingfield- Pocketful of Sunshine.
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Under the Bridge.
Matchbox Twenty- Push.
Mat Kearney- Closer to Love.
Lior- This Old Love.
Josh Pyke in general.
The Lonley Island- Jizz in my Pants.
Mariana’s Trench- Cross my Heart.
etc, etc.

Does no one else find this strange?


Just getting it out there, i think that these are possibly the ugliest shoes ever.
And if these are to ever come in fashion for god knows what reason.
I am refusing to wear/own a pair.

Keep you here as you grow older.
May 29, 2010

Now only 95 things to do on my list.


Thankyou, for everything.
Your so understanding, i’m so glad it was you.

Fumbling his confidence.
May 27, 2010

Imagine a world where people were obsessed with looking like this:



Oh wait, the world is like that.
You have to fight it.
Be who you want to be, not who other people expect you to be.
Otherwise, you’ll just be another person.

Fantasy Man.
May 27, 2010

I just finished reading The Pact by Jodi Picoult.
It really hit a spot, made me think about true love.
If you haven’t read it before, i suggest you do because it is one of my favourites, and i can assure you that you’d like it.

“When you love someone, you put their needs before your own no matter how inconceivable those needs are; no matter how fucked up; no matter how much it will make you feel like your ripping yourself to pieces.”

I got to cross off two things on my list of 100 things to do before i die

23.  Get past level 15 on Pacxon

83. Cry whilst reading a book

Only 98 more things to do, woo!


I was just wondering whether your sleeping murmur was actually meant to mean something? Whether you actually meant to say that?

Now and then, i get insecure.
May 26, 2010

I went to Launceston today.
It made my day because i got to see the jungle bitches again.
For all you people out there that have no idea who they are, well actually the only person that does is Chloe.
So for everyone bar Chloe, this is who they are.


Okay so wow, that was disappointment number 294784723 of the year.
I “used” to have a video of them, but it magically disappeared off my Laptop. -_- <—- always wanted to do that face.
Anyways, they were a group of black say 32 year old females and they were full on yelling and brawling in the middle of the mall.
Just imagine me and Chloe following them 3 blocks just to watch them brawl, but it didn’t happen and they got a little suss so we had to leave.
And i saw them again today! Was brilliant.

Quotes from today that made me LOL:

There’s something really trustable about you ellie brown! Maybe it’s the fact that your name has a colour in it. i don’t know! – D.P

your my dick thats what you are (: not my actually penis your my person that is a dick (: – J.M

I’ll try, to fix you.
May 26, 2010

I am madly in love with this YouTube user

She is hilarious, i admire her.