Archive for July, 2010

It can not be human.
July 31, 2010

I have had a fantastic weekend.

4 months with Brad
Movie’s with Addison and Sasha
Kisses and cuddles

Early morning
Missing the bus
Chasing the bus
Kiira and Lucy
Homeless smelly goon man
Hot dog
Fruit salad pancake
KFC Chips
Drunk man
Samboys with Lucy
Talk’s with Lucy
Sleep with Lucy

Pancakes with Lucy
Start making skirt
Goodbye Lucy
Finish skirt
Take photo’s of me in skirt to show my success/failure
English reading
Gossip Girl
Cleaning room

I have missed my girl’s, I like spending time with friends, they are by far the best company.

Creative flare, or not.
July 31, 2010

Here is the skirt I made today, unfinished, but it’s so hard.

I like the feeling of your warmth against my warmth.
July 30, 2010

4 months. 4 beautiful months with a beautiful boy.

I am so proud to be called yours.

No lovey dovey stuff for now, but to keep it short and simple.

I love you, with my whole entire heart.

The future is just a fancier version of the past.
July 29, 2010

I experienced something on the bus tonight that I found so disgusting.
Two girls, mouthing each other, over a boy, because she slept with her boyfriend when they were going out.
Calling each other sluts, bitches and other dirty names, in front of innocent grade sevens and people that couldn’t care less.
Why blame the girl? What about the boyfriend?
That is always what I think, why blame the girl, she could be the innocent one.
Yeah probably not in this case.
But in other cases that I’ve seen/heard of.
The girl is always the one to get the blame, personally I think I would be more aiming it at my boy friend.
Possibly because he is supposed to love you and be faithful to you.
Whereas a single girl doesn’t care, she has no commitment to you, nothing to owe to anyone.
I get so agitated about things like this.

Today I made a day where you can tell people if they really annoy you.
I told a fair few people, sometimes saying this and getting it off my chest feels so good.
Like for example, someone told me that I was going to be in a foul mood tonight with my boyfriend.
I said I wasn’t but because she is so very opinionated she back mouthed me.
I said. “Your annoying me.”
Ah I felt so good.
Sometimes getting things off your chest, is the only way you can feel better.
I will try this more often.


If you’re a bird, I’m a bird.
July 28, 2010

Insecure, always.


I had a post here, but I feel like I can’t even trust my own blog any more.

Sleep soon.
I love sleep.
My life has a tendency to fall apart when I’m awake you know..

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July 28, 2010

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Sail away.
July 28, 2010

Right now I want to go to my spot.
Sitting on the break wall, it looks a little like this.


I have this urge to go there, even though it is night fall, put my i-pod in and zone out, into the land of my thoughts.
Both my angel and devil thoughts.

One time when sitting in my spot, I looked across the break wall and there was a man there.
He was smoking cigarettes, one after the other, he looked sad, I had this urge to confront him, I get like that.
I was sitting in this spot for about two hours, the whole time I was there, he was there.
When I got up to leave, he got up to.
It didn’t strike me as strange, or whatever, I thought nothing of it.
But as I was walking across the beach, or skipping, or dancing, or drawing in the sand, whatever I may have been doing.
I turned back around to see the man sitting in my spot, exactly where I was, not facing the sea, but instead facing me.
Watching me be free and innocent on this beach. I don’t know why he did this, I think about it sometimes.
Maybe he wanted to see life through my eyes, sometimes I imagine him leaving the beach, dancing as I was.
I wonder what he was doing that day, I liked this man.


Op shopping fer sure on the weekend.

The best part of me is hidden
July 27, 2010

I found a new blog today, it’s amazing!
Might share later on.
She posted a easy tutorial to make skirts, so I plan to do so this weekend, I hope it turns out good!
It makes me excited.
Trip to Launceston this weekend? Yes please.
I hope plans for this weekend stay as is, I really need time away, with some of my favourite girls.
I miss them and our conversations quite dearly.

This is what I’ll be attempting to make.

Some people have real talent.
July 27, 2010

What an inspiration, get behind this girl, she’s an amazing singer.

Things can change, like that.
July 26, 2010






Do these dreams have any meaning?