Let me re-introduce myself .

Have I changed is that why you don’t talk to me the same way anymore?
Have I became such a bad person that people don’t want to tell me things?
Have I changed myself into one of those girls I never wanted to be?
Do I never look happy, do I blow everything way out of proportion?
Is my attitude at home going to get that bad that my family are going to resent me?
Will this heavy feeling in my chest ever leave?
Am I okay?
I miss  everything, I’m going to get it back.
I don’t want people to worry please, I will get myself back on my own.
I can’t let you in, I can’t trust you, even you, and that saddens me.
Some things just need to be done by yourself, and this is one of them.
So thank you for caring, or atleast trying, but just stop now.
I can and will sort myself out, on my own.

Some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity..

– Gilda Radner.


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