oh my god, shine your light on us and we might live. May 16, 2010

I wish that my life had a handbook.
So instead of going around in circles, i knew exactly what to do next.

At the moment life is hazy.
I feel like an outsider, looking into a place where i never quite fit in.
The truth is i don’t fit in, and a lot of the time i like it this way.
Other times, i just want to be seen or heard. anything to make me happy.
I feel a lack of inspiration coming on.

I wish i could understand maths.
I’m in the lowest 15% in Australia.
I wish i had a bigger vocabulary.
I’m close to failing English.
I wish i could draw, paint, sing, be a great photographer.
I have no talent.
I don’t think i’ll ever achieve my dream at the rate i’m going.
For all you intellectual people out there, i envy you.
I’d give anything to find out what my purpose is, because being smart surely isn’t it.

I think i’m worthless.

pain takes my hearts place. May 16, 2010

If you had your time over again
Would you do it all the same?
Down through all the twists and bends
Are there moments you’d erase?

Would you just leave me standing
In the doorway frozen through?
Waiting on the coldest comfort from you

And if your course could be reset,
Would you steer your ship my way?
Or would you sail the wildest stretch
Just to feel the force of the waves?

took my faith, and i breathed it out. May 15, 2010

i don’t want phenomenal love confessions and expensive gifts and romantic moonlight walks and songs you wrote just for me and calls every five minutes to tell me you miss me i simply want you. for the rest we’ll see.

omegle.com is awesome! met some amazing people on there.
amazing weekened, amazing life!
i just wish this was the case for some of whom i love  😦

if you’ve ever been lost.. May 11, 2010

i think i may have met you once.

lets dive, i wanna dive, to the bottom of the ocean. May 10, 2010

Today i replaced the “i” in “live” with and “o”.

it’s moments like these that i fall in love with you. ❤

you are everything to somebody. May 4, 2010

i want to paint the world with my footsteps, no place is new enough to stay for too long.

Two things i want very much.

1. A ring like the one shown above, with something engraved in it or on it either or, also a ring with a cross!

2. To go horse riding again. So much so, i want to learn properly

wheres the passion May 3, 2010

Sometimes i wish you would pay more attention to my favourite songs. Because the lyrics they sing, are the words i’m too scared to say.

I’m too scared to talk about you, i feel like i talk about you too much.
and i don’t want to be one of ‘those’ girls that everything is related to their loved ones.
your mine and i love it. i love that feeling when i’m with you and strangely enough that feeling when your gone.
i wish you knew what was going through my head.
i love you

i close my eyes and it’s gone again. May 1, 2010

So i had a poem here not that i had wrote but one i loved.
But apparently it was ‘plagiarism’ so i had to remove it.
Sorry for the inconvenience.

can’t be tamed. May 1, 2010

feeling fragile? me too. let’s all be nice to each other then.